through it all...

Time flies when i thought it stood still...
The days seem to move to slow..
Every ticking of the hours i saw the pages of my promises rips apart...
Leaving nothing but bitter sweet memories...

I held on to nothing..not you..not your words no more...
I shattered into small fragments of emotion..
Feel myself being blown to the fire aflame..
Got crushed in the bottle down under..

If i am a part of your dreams....
you will come back one day..


Why do i still have to face what i wanna let go..
Why? Why now?
Why now when i'm learning to give up?
Why now when i'm at my lowest self?

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