exhausted.

even in my dreams you're there haunting me. my DREAMS where i seek solace from the pain and despair.

and someone special and dear to me said, over a cup of starbucks coffee: it's hard and almost impossible to move on when you're always there, and you're laughing and moving on like nothing has ever happened while here i am hurting so much inside.

who said life is easy?

sometimes it gets tiring being strong all the time. sometimes all we want is just a hug.

and sometimes, we just want you out of our lives. period.

Why is it when I am stronger than yesterday... I fall to the ground and lay there weak like a morning glory?

vicitimised?

sigh.looking forward for that special smile.

:)