today's a lacklustre

sick and tired of sitting at home.boredom kills.gosh!.feel like getting up and jus go.go where?.i dunch know.maybe jus tired sitting at home doing nothing.mom's follow up remarks will then be..'there's thousand and one things that you can do at home.at least clean up the house.help tutor ur sister.'.it's like an everyday thing.it amaze me how she culd repeat those words over and over again without feeling tired or even bored.well..whudever.well i'm super clumsy and weak today.(wonder why).feel like getting outta here.but firstly..i got noone today.all my budds are busy.ma ladiees are having exams and am stuck!(too bad)..and secondly..i'm running otta cash and m not working..thridly is i dont know where to head on..somebody take me out!!

well certainly got that apologies frm you-know-who early this morn.didn't expect it at all.i woke up.sign in messenger.and tadda..a auto-message especially for me..sigh..well..[stop quibbling fee].well m not gonna say it's another bad hair day or i was kindda 'tiddly'.nor m i gonna start jabbering sumthing stupid and make things worst.yadda..yadda..but then was ataken by whad she says..erk!scrap that!she went out to the beach.hope whadever she did was not bcos she's under pressures frm the cause of that silly mayhem between us.(as if she's not used to it).well then again..i said and did my part.i apologies and go!

today was surpose to be my date out with danny.damn it!i got that cancel out bcos we had a lil confusion.(screw u Gina).well..maybe someotha time.(nvr go for dates ever again).forget the date.i jus hope he's olrite with things and got a clearer pic.to Gina:m not getting in ur way.i told you m not gonna fall for noone.atleast not now or anytime soon.!!get me.he ask me out and i jus said yes.m jus going for a plain date.not as if i'm saying yes to sleeping with him.ergh!stop screwing me without even asking the reason why.

hmmmm.....m seeking for freedom today.after a whole week of sacrificing my time on kids and housework.hope i culd haf a time on my own.been sleeping late and waking up early these few days.my eyeback are looking worst than ever.gosh!soon i'll look like i've been punch on both eyes.:xi need some quiet time to sleep pls. mom keeps on bugging me to wake up and spend my time wisely rather than sleep.gosh!(i've been staying up late goodness sake!dunch u get it!)hey mom...take a chill pill..and leave me alone.~

mann...life's imprefect.so much for jus half a day.