reflection..

A dear friend once asked me..
What is the once thing i regret doing?


After some serious thoughts.. i said nothing.I said that i've never regret anything or wanna change anything even if i had a power to.
Prolly because I've learn to appreciate things even more.Or prolly because the bad things that happen in my life made me face my deepest fear.Made me go through those struggles that i thought i could avoid with remarkable strength that i never once thought i possessed. Not that I enjoyed living life in such great pain and torture but isn't that part of life. Life is a battle indeed.huh.

This struggles teaches me so much and it has led me through another path altogether. A path closer to a different kind of happiness. At least that's what i wanna believe. So therefore i set my mind to it. Knowing that after so much pain in life, God is fair enough to award me with the happiness i deserve.

I believe in being humble. Not playing small so others could outshine me. Not shinking my dignity so others could diss me. Just simply be myself and know my root.So therefore i shall take the blame for whatever that happened and never put the blame on others. To take that responsibility knowing that i'm surpose to get the blame. Then admit it and stand up for myself. Not to be proud of what i did but be proud that i have been brave enough to admit it and speak it loud.

Dont see struggle and pain as a test to destroy your whole being. Bring yourself to see the good to it. Bring yourself to see what's beyond it and what you can get out of it.

Its like you can either complain because the roses have thorns or you can rejoice because the thorns have roses.

Dedicated to someone...

Stay strong girl~