hear those despair singing in your ear

It hurts my soul cos i can't let go.All these walls are caving in and i can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that i lost control cos i keep on going right back to the one thing that i need to walk away from.

when you got too much to say, with no words to express it
when everything seems complicated and you wished for time to stop tick-ing
and just wait while you catch you breath
when your heart felt empty but heavy at the same time
when you have the entire world behind you, call themselves your friend
yet allow you to feel abandoned and all alone..

that's when you know

that your drown
in the utter despair
grasping for the air of sanity
praying that it was merely a dreams
and that it will all soon be over