20090417

question?

Im a bloody sceptic.I mean my hell hole is all about limitations and boundaries.i watch my step so closely i even know when im going to fall and yes on a side note my insecurities and stupidities, they are not your fucking problem to begin with. I mean the entire world is insecure and sadly indenial.Face it.But im talking about me.Having 'second guess-ers' is really not of any help for me.A little optimism wouldn't hurt.would it?i mean i do theater for crying out loud, i can tell you well and i know when the world is doubting my words,actions slash decisions just by looking at them or through them. Its funny how these things work. These people want you to try but doubt you and pathetically they are your friends.Im not into this 'proving them' shit, i have nothing to prove and i dont need to prove to nobody especially you.so ya.

you can't possibly shut the world from making their remarks can you?
haha.

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