have some mercy

Today I feel like I don't want to try anymore.I don't want to make things better.In fact i dont want to do anything about it.Today I did it because I have to,not because I want to.
I don't wish to even think about it.Today i walk through it without deep thoughts.
Today I choose to not care and to not feel.
I'm done trying,hoping and doing it.
Done.

I’ve never been perfect, but neither have you