Erratic post

The world's spinning way to fast i feel like puking.

You should see the fantastic crazy thoughts in my head right at this moment in time, it is so very delightful. It reminds me of a salad, you just toss in whatever you like whenever you like and mix them all together. It could taste orgasmically good, or it could end up divinely atrocious. Life's like that sometimes, maybe all the time, you never know what you're going to end up with.

And mine's pretty messed up for now or for the past few days atleast.
But yes i'm sorting this shit out for good. I'm done screwing things up and end up drowning myself in a whirlpool of emotion or fuckingly salty tears or even self-pity.
done with the capital D.

I'm trying very hard to even catch up with myself.

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i set myself free last night.
with you by myside