dari kertas ke pentas

as weird as it sounds, hear this..NICE GUYS makes me feel unusual..

Well,this does n0t go to all guys.Especially new dude i just know(that..they HAVE to be nice)
As in this imply to all of my guy friends who has been NICE or trying to be to me
lately for god-knows-whatever-the-reason-is.
Seriously it got me feeling odd.(and sometimes bothers me)
I mean this skeptical me always think that guys are never "that" nice
unless they what stuff from you but then again,
it might just be that,they have always
been nice and that i've never seen that side of them before.
Or maybe this is because most of the guys i hang out with speaks to me
in an 'ungentlemenly way' or sometimes if not most of the time ill-mannered way.
Or maybe i'm just thinking too much or.. i'm just being an annoying bitch.

I know some might just say.."so now it's wrong to be nice?"

my say is...
it's so NOT!but nice people some times bothers me.
(and now seeing me typing this makes me sound crazy?)
(huh?)

damn..now i really have to stop this.
i think this is happening because
i've been spending too much time with
mr ishallnotmentionhisname that call me 'kacang'.

grrrr......


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okay.i just came back from watching BICARA.
at substation with the seniors.
okay.fucken shit i can't help TEATER ARTISTIK
with the FOH due to exams concern and other
stupid stuff.
besides that..i enjoyed the performance.
but it made me feel stupid..
khiasan nye terlalu mendalam.
i realised that i'm way behind in my language
that i had to read the english subtitles.
but all in all...i like how they brought the
'sejarah melayu' to the recent issue context.
i loike.
alot!
......


ok i'm tired.wanna go.
okay bye.