it's beyond than just that

had Dramatech last evening.
it was a long day tho' class ended very early.

Met up the bitches for lunch then get on with Magus Luna's rehersal.
Audition was yesterday.
It turn out exactly like how i wanted it to.
Nobody knew alot of things went wrong at the very last minutes before
the audition.It was way crazy.Crazier than i thought it would be.
I was exhausted that i could hardly focus.
Never the less, we pull if off well.
Better than we rehearse.
Better than i expect them to be.

For once..i saw sincerity in our performance.
Yesterday wasn't all about script.
No one followed the script.
It all came from the heart.
It suddenly felt real.

Like we badly wanted this..
we got thru the audition..
we're in...
which then means more time needed to
polished up the script and rehearse.

One more month to go....

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Guys, thanks for standing by me.Thanks for giving me the strength.
Thanks for giving me this oppurtunity to direct you people.
For once i enjoyed directing like i never did.
I lup u many many.
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After debreifing..
Had a sharing session with Kay..
which is too long to tell & share it here..
maybe one day...

but it strike me there and then ...
that this is not just about acting and performing
and teather...it's about making a difference..
it's about performing with utmost sincerity..
most passion..
about being impactful..
to the world and anyone watching...

that is where i wanna head into..
that is what i wanna work upon..
that is what i'll improve and achieve to be..

maybe someday..
i'll make a difference..
maybe..