end this

your decision brought us both to this place. time stood still there after. i cannot see you anymore, nor hear of you, nor speak of you, nor think of you. my pain deepens everytime i do. in all equality, i shall not speak unkindly. but the disrespect towards me was more than i could bear. and like it or not, i cannot be that which i want to be - as how you cannot be what you want to be. so we are the same. and yet, while i erred on the side of emotiveness, you erred on the side of indifference. my hate erodes away at my hold on what i had once thought special and treasured. nothing binds us to each other now. not the past, not the present, nor the future.empty. i see a void that will not be filled ever.

please tell me this was just a nightmare.
wake me up from this deep sleep.
tell me tomorrow i will wake up hoping that everything wasn't true
tell me you love me still.
Now.Tomorrow and forever.

lots of love, me

this is dedicated to you.

To all my ladiees...

I'm very sorry.I truly am.
Thank you so much for everything.
Thankyou for making things worst at the wrong time.
I appreciate it.